I haven't posted in a long time. I was thinking about that the other day. How therapeutic writing was for the time J was in my home and then the time when she left. Children definitely provide writing material!
Don't get me wrong. Life has definitely not been dull since she left. I applied and was accepted to a doctoral program. I sold almost everything I own and moved in with my parents. My dad had major heart surgery and my grandpa passed away. Life has had it's ups and downs this past few months. But I haven't felt the burning need to write like I did when J was being boisterous and fun or my heart was tender regarding something happening in her case.
Hmmm...maybe I'll start writing again anyway. Or maybe something will happen soon that drives it. ??